ForsakenTears

What if love was an open fire? Waiting to set aflame, A river of sparks crackling to life A lie to distinguish the glowing light? What if love was true and free? Morning in the light, A voice wavering in the dark A weary hand to swipe it away? What if love was at my front door? To walk into my life, To offer more, A jester, and turn, the door closes once more? What if love drowned all the pain? Wrapping a sheet to secure A warmth that heals within, To freeze and sink away? What if love could conquer all? What if…..Love were true?

I look, but I don't see. I'm there, but I'm Shadowed. I cry, but I'm ignored. Beauty is outcasted; my reach. Alone, Why? Love, How would I know? Comfort; Nothing. Happiness; Fake Laughter. I feel, but can not grasp. Abused, simiply by words. Tears shedded, but reasons unknown. Lonilness is a cure for my pain. I understand; Not but a fragile hope. Why?

Sever my flesh, stitch up my wounds Bring to flame my aching heart Watch as I wither and fall apart. Eight feet under, sleeping sound Arise to polluted sneers I can not be found. Choirs with agony, a spirits song Like cats—in a—cradle, sodden and cold A corpse of a memory, Lost and untold.

Pretty Smiles, Laughs and Jokes. What you see, is all right to me. But deep inside, The tears do fall, And the cries echo and shake. Pretty Smiles, Fake and shinning, Put up the barriers, Paint on the mask, Please don't see, The pain that wallows, Please don't see, Whom really is there. Tears fall behind closed doors, Screams and sorrow disappear in the shadows, And the pain that's written in the eyes, Lays beneath all the lies. Pretty Smiles, Laughs and Jokes, The Mask that's there, Wears and Cracks, The Mask constructed to hide the pain, The Pretty Smiles, The Laughs that shouldn't really be there, Would you too,

"Bite Me pt.1" Your talking and speaking and crying and yelling, Your wanting my advice and I give it willingly. You and me were the best of friends and would always be there for eachother........ NOT! Lies and decite, are your specialty on the menu Your tongue like snakes, coil and visicious I trust with what little I have, But you absored it and spit it out at my face, Why Don't you bite me, you back-stabbing bitch! Why Dont you Bite Me, cause you can't shove that knife in my back anymore! I welcomed you with wide open arms, I trusted and promised, but you thrusted it all out the door. You promised me with untruthful words,

Feet planted firmly on the ground, Seaking what a mortals eyes neglect. These thoughts tease and taunt, Crystal tears forever haunt. To spread sparkling feathers,of blue and silver; Lift my feet from off the ground, To soar to the denying gates,that forever hold me here, I drop to my knees,in mortal fear. Seak not,but a fragments hope, I am the shadows foul mistake, Transparent as I have become, I seak the heavenly gate. I ask not,but a soul, once taken in shameful taste. I wonder mornfully, "Will I ever Find my Wings?", "Will I ever Leave behind this hate?"

My cascading Tears of Forsaken hearts My blooded tips makeshift homes. Rambling Time apon my death I fear the change of my colded breath. Dug deepen,dirt and blood A coffee risen,to the shinning moon Broken deaths and hearts dance around me Tonight no tears shall fall I am reborn,the bidding call. Leaves of twings snap and break Sounds of echoed child sing A mint of december's chill a speck of crimson,fogotten I raise my hands to the howling stars I bow down to my children's scars. A night thats gone,a day that dies A forgotten death,now glaze my eyes. To revenge the one's who have passed ill the claws of dirt surged throug

Im lost within this world of hate, Dug deep within its core. My heart begins to burn with pain, scaring deep apon the skin. My eyes clouded and blured, hate and vain fill them well. Cups filled with crisome blood, once taken from my viens. Stitches placed along my flesh, replacing all my tears. A rag ripped and torn, Is the person I have been.